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"And I looked into the windows of her soul and said...bitch."

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E assim, num misto de emoções e indiferenças, percebes quem vale a pena ou não.
É certo que, algumas pessoas, ainda permanecem ali na zona cinzenta, tentando eu decifrar para que lado se inclinam afinal. Tens aquelas pessoas que nunca deixaram de ter valor, provando a cada dia que passa que a palavra "amizade" não é em vão. Outras...bem, dessas nem vale a pena falar. Pessoas que pensavas que estariam lá para ti, mas afinal não, sendo meras espectadoras na tua vida...autenticas egoistas, dando importância apenas a elas próprias e culpando os outros pelos seus próprios erros.
E depois, há a minha mãe. Por mais que quisesse ser indiferente, guardar rancor, ódio...não consigo. Portanto, fico eu desta vez na minha zona cinzenta, onde só existe solidão e tristeza, na esperança que, um dia, as coisas melhorem...
Não me vou alongar mais, não vale a pena e, os que valem, sabem isso, e só a eles lhes diz respeito. Os outros...são apenas mais um número. Nada mais.


Réveillon '15

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Isto continua a ser uma pobreza em termos de quantidade de fotos da Passagem de Ano... Mas, como já referi, "se há poucas fotos, quer dizer que nos divertimos largo!"eheh De qualquer forma, aqui ficam mais estas duas fotos (:

Como se costuma dizer por aqui, "não estou a saber lidar!"

Estes últimos dias têm sido de loucos! Apesar de, numa visão geral, a Passagem de Ano ter corrido bem e me ter divertido muito, há coisas que me andam a "tirar o sono" (salvo seja, pois se há coisa que eu fiz mais depois da Passagem de Ano foi dormir xD).
É que já não bastava todo o stress familiar deste Natal, ainda tenho que levar com isto também...

É certo que a organização da Passagem de Ano andava numa fona, ninguém se decidia, ninguém cedia... Mas foi só depois de ter vindo de férias que consegui ver o verdadeiro estado da situação...
Basicamente e, muito resumidamente, o grande mal das pessoas neste grupo (e não só) é que têm um grave problema em dizer o que pensam na cara das pessoas em questão e adoram tirar conclusões baseadas no pouco que sabem das situações.
Começo a ficar um pouco farta desta merda sinceramente. Pois eu, por dizer o que penso, estou a ser acusada de "fazer a cabeça" a certas pessoas... Engraçado que, quem anda a dizer isto, é das pessoas …

Bom Ano Novo para todos!

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Únicas fotos conhecidas e/ou disponíveis da Passagem de Ano :p
Não percam os próximos episódios! eheh
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"E o que se passa com a amizade? Se os amigos são tão importantes na nossa vida, como é que temos tão pouca vida para os amigos?
Tudo serve de desculpa: o trabalho, a família, o sono, o sofá, … Habituámo-nos a adiar encontros cada vez com menos caracteres, conversamos com ecrãs, rimos com as teclas e fazemos likes para enganar a saudade. Mas entre um “não posso” e outro, os grandes amigos vão-se tornando estranhos, o que é estranho.
As grandes amizades não pedem muito, mas pedem manutenção. Pedem olhares, silêncios, sintonia, piadas que mais ninguém percebe… Pedem tempo, mesmo que pareça pouco, parecendo parecer. Não precisamos de mil amigos, precisamos de bons amigos muito mais do que imaginamos.
Vá lá, liga-lhes e fura-lhes a agenda, arranca-os da rotina, das desculpas, seja a que horas for. Se estiveres de pijama veste umas calças por cima, marquem encontro no sítio do costume e façam o que sempre fizeram: nada. Tenham conversas que não levam a lado nenhum, contem as mesmas hist…

Sobre Os Melhores Amigos

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Não sei até que ponto podemos definir alguém como sendo nosso melhor amigo ou não, acho que cada pessoa é um ser individual assim como as relações que estabelecemos com essas mesmas pessoas são distintas, logo não podemos comparar amizades. Mas, se a esta altura tivesse de escolher alguém para possuir essa designação saberia perfeitamente a quem a atribuir.

Aquela pessoa que já conheces há mais de dois anos e, so far, a nossa relação tem vindo a tornar-se cada vez mais forte e sólida. É aquele amigo com quem posso falar sobre tudo, com quem posso contar para qualquer tipo de situação e aquele que está sempre lá para me apoiar e aconselhar. Tem alturas em que oiço coisas que não me agradam, apesar de saber que, no fundo, ele tem toda a razão no que está a dizer mas, so what, os amigos não servem só para passar a mão na cabeça e há altura em que precisamos levar um abanão. Assim como ele está para mim para tudo, ele sabe que também estou aqui para ele. Consigo ter conversas sérias com …

O tempo passa, e as pessoas ficam, ou não...

O que é que eu te fiz? A sério, eu só gostava de saber isso... Assim ao menos conseguia descobrir a razão do porquê estares a agir da maneira que estás. Foste sem dúvida a maior desilusão desde que entrei para a UM. Três anos de amizade não significaram nada para ti? Como é possível?? Bem, ao que parece não era assim tanta amizade, pelo menos da tua parte, porque podes ter a certeza que da minha foi. Era-mos amigas, fazíamos tudo juntas, confiávamos uma na outra...e de repente, sem qualquer explicação ou aviso prévio vais-te embora, deixas-me na mão e esqueces por completo tudo o que aqui tinhas. É como se para ti não passasse-mos de brinquedos com os quais te cansas-te de brincas. Pois é assim que me sinto. Traída, usada, enganada mas, acima de tudo triste, muito triste. Diz-me o que é que eu te fiz?? E agora ages como se tivesses a maior razão do mundo quando, se meteres a mão na consciência e deixares de ser manipulada por terceiros (ou não), sabes que tenho razão. Essa ninguém ma…

Jantarada dos Solteiros '12

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Quero...

...outra noite como a da última Quarta-feira! :3

(E também quero que esta época de testes e trabalhos passem bem rápido...
já estou fartinha e prestes a entrar em colapso...)

It's getting hard...

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Meu deus, por onde começar?
Acho que será mais fácil ir por tópicos: A Recepção ao Caloiro foi em GRANDE! Estanha, mas espectacular! lol1º Dia: A Latada foi do melhor, acho que até chegou a ser melhor do que no meu ano de caloira mas novamente foi por nossa causa e não por causa dos caloiros deste ano. Nós estávamos histéricos e a tarde correu realmente muitíssimo bem! eheh À noite estava de rastos mas obviamente fui para o recinto curtir Emanuel e o DJ que bombou até ao fim. 2º Dia: Ainda bem que não houve aulas, pois eu dormi até às 6:00h da tarde :p Estava super cansada e a precisar de colocar os sonos em dia. Portanto à noite estava com o power todo. Digamos que fiquei bastante animada ao ponto de a Bruna ter dormido comigo e eu nem me lembrar dela se deitar ao meu lado xD3º Dia: E último. Foi deveras estranho. Antes de mais enviei previamente um e-mail à minha prof. da aula de Sexta a enviar o trabalho e casa e a dizer que não iria conseguir estar na aula (o que era verdade lol) …

Saturday Night

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Hi readers! How's everything goin'?

I really don't understand why I still come to the village on weekends since every time I come I cry and fight with someone... This time was with my father, again... And then I get cranky and I unload all my fury on my little brother who doesn't have anything to do with it...shame on me!=( But I can't handle myself...these things make me really upset xS It's better not even talk about it... Let's just forget it for now.

Sooooo, look what I found:

. The only photo of "Recepção ao Caloiro '10" where I look minimally decent! loool It's truth! You really don't want to see my face in the other ones xD Well, in the picture, taken in the 1st night, from right to left: Cláudia, me, Olga, Tiago and Joana. . Ok, about this last week... Was nice xP I studied with a friend for our first test but we still have to study to more two... But it's going well and I'm getting the subjects =D We also went to see The Last Exo…

Friday

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I readers! How's it going?

So, I do not have much to say about this week... Was a normal week... in fact, I think there were more negative things than positive ones...
1st, BA didn't re-opened this week... It sucks! I really hope that in the next week BA is already functional... 2nd, I'm getting disappointed with some of my friends because two situations that happened this week... I have to talk with them and, at least, make them think about they wrong behavior. In consequence, I went to Sadinha in the last Wednesday (AGAIN!-.-) and, in a 3rd position, I didn't saw him... Ok, how's possible see someone known in that ocean of people??? Gosh I hate that place... But now, without BA is the only thing that we have in Braga at night, unfortunately... Btw, in that night I saw José Pedro Fernandes (Alex in the TV serie "Morangos com Açucár"). He actually really is handsome but he also seems to have the PDM (p* da mania)lol. Ok, I didn't know him but it is what …

Friendship...

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. I think I'm loosing the friendship with my friends from village... I know it is my fault but at the same time I can't do nothing to change it 'cause the truth is that we are not so close anymore... Ok, that's also my fault because when I come to the village (that is not every weekends) I just do not go out at night with them anymore... I want to, but at the same time don't because, as I don't spend time with them anymore as I use to spend before (and as I spend now with my friends from the university) we ended to have not things in common to talk about... It's weird... (in fact, nowadays I only come here to be with my family...I do not have nothing more that could hold me here...). . And again, I know that's my fault =/ I don't want to loose their friendship and I'm also not saying that my friends from university are better than these, at all!!! Because I think friendship is not measured on scales to see how much we are friends of this or that per…

Sunday

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Hi everyone!!! How's it going?

Well well, today I havea lot of thing to tell...
So...about all the stuff I was talking about...well, I did the casting to Idols! My casting was on Friday 21th. I don't have words to express that day...was AMAZING! Really!
The relationships between all people, friendship...everybody was so nice and warm...with no rivalry. During all day we were waiting for our turn...everybody was singing all the time!!But, starting for the begining. Me and Juliana woke up at 4:30am (well, me, she only woke up at 5:05am xD), then we get dressed and my mom took us to the Train Station.
When we arrived to Oporto we went to the place that we knew the castings will be.
7:00am now and already had a huge queue of people in front of us. So, we wait, and wait...and wait.
4:00pm and only 33 people had done the casting..33 from almost 1900 people. They were kidding with us...just could be!
Till 8:00pm only 400 people did the casting... sice 8:00pm till 12:00am they listened the r…

Wednesday

I'm happy, I'm very happy!
I have a lot to study, I barely can't wait to know the university results, the weather suck and I have nothing to do today, but sill then, I'm happy.
My friend and I were talking last night and we finally get over this all mistake and we are fine, better than fine! I'm so happy! Then I was with him all the time *shy* I miss him so much!
Ok, as I was saying, today it's been a really boring day. It's still raining and I was all day at home. I don't know if I'll go out at night...probably not. The truth is that I don't want to...kind of. It's boring! It's raining and I hate go out when it's raining besides, boys won't be there...most of then are in Curunha at this moment, football stuff...including my friend. Ju have to study and I don't know if I have ride to go...
Maybe I would stay at home and start the remodeling of room's wall eheh...don't know... . Oh by the way, I finished to write a text talk…

Tuesday

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Hi people! How are you today???

I'm fine. Last night was SOOO nice! You know...that special day...well, Breaking Dawn, means anything to you??? Well, last night was the meeting because the last book from the Twilight Saga...finally it's in Portugal, in Portuguese!!! And so, were five or six meetings I think all (on Fnac stores) over the country...the meetings were moderated for fans and, in my city, one of them was me xP I was a little nervous, talk in front of so many people...but then everything were really fine =D
At the end we (moderators) had the book and the poster of New Moon for free eheh (so I already can buy the True Blood. I really want that book...seems geat!)

Now I have the complete collection =D (Look at the detail: the flash from the cell phone it's under the Eclipse... not purpose I swear! But was a really weird/crazy coincidence eheh)
So, news...yesterday I was talking with my friend...that who don't talk to me... Well, we were chatting by MSN...
I wrote him…

When I thought you would be my friend forever, after so many years, you disappointed me in the most hard and painful way... Why?

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Hi readers, How's it going???
Well, how you can see for the tittle, here the things are the same...and I can't see the way to get better...
So, on Friday was the Prom night.
We were on a coffee/bar next to the high school ALL night! Was horrible... Ok, wasn't that so bad...THAT situation... My friend (or at least he used to be...) arrived and then he said hello to a friend of us right in front of me. Life, kiss here, conversations there...and to me and to my bestfriend nothing! In front of me... I think my bestfriend didn't noticed the situation...but I did. I started to be so...sick! And it wasn't for the alcohol! Well, I was like that the rest of the night...
You have no idea how I was feeling when he did that...I had to be strong to not start crying... I hate this!
Then I was talking with my bestfriend about that till 4:30am...
Last night (Saturday) was better. Well, I got a little fun and I could forgot for a couple of hours all this situation...
I slept in my bestfr…

Wednesday

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Hi guys! How's it going?

So, what can I say?
Hmmm, I'm better now... I fixed the things with one of my friends. Well, kind of... After I started to cry he beg me apologizes...things are getting better.
But I was really outraged with all those things and not only because this situation.
I realized that we only have friends when one of them is not with the other guys (for example). And then we are the persons who only talk with them when we need something...SURE! I can see it perfectly x.x Gosh, I'm already mixing up all situations...

Anyway, what I'm trying to say is that, in a general point of view, if we have the reputation at least it should be half true. I mean, if we are friends only when we need something, now they'll see that they have no friends (how we realized before about them).
But hey, I talk normaly with everybody. As one of my friends say, "we only have 'party friends'"...they are cool to go out and stuff but when we need them, they are not…

Worse weekend ever!

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Hi everybody...how was your weekend?

My sucked! Would be better if I had never left my house... Problems with two of my friends...my real friends! I thought so...
I was pissed of with some things and they thought it was with them... Stupid situation!
I'm tired of explain the that was a mistake...that it was not with them... The worse thing was after that...you know when we use to say "when bestfriends fight we find out the worse thing about their relationship"(something like that). Well, after that mistake seems like they are not that so friend of my as I tought and seems like they didn't know me neither...
And now I'm crying. After so many things they made me cry because a shit! And I don't forgive them for that!
They hurt me so badly, you can't imagine... I thought they know me...how I am. And then...
Well, just forget that, you can bet that I'll do the same! I promise!

The only things that made me happy last night were my friends (of course) and the MTV M…