The Pretty Reckless - Under the Water

Lay my head, under the water

Lay my head, under the sea

Excuse me sir, am I your daughter?

Won't you take me back, take me back and see?

There's not a time, for being younger

And all my friends, are enemies

And if I cried unto my mother

No she wasn't there, she wasn't there for me

Don't let the water drag you down (Don't let the water drag you down)

Don't let the water drag you down

Broken lines, across my mirror

Show my face, all red and bruised

And though I screamed and I screamed, well no one came running

No I wasn't saved, I wasn't safe from you

Don't let the water drag you down (Don't let the water drag you down)

Don't let the water drag you down

Don't let me drown, don't let me drown in the waves, oh

I could be found, I could be what you had saved

Saved, saved, saved

Lay my head, under the water

Aloud I pray, for calamities

And when I wake from this dream, with chains all around me

No, I've never been, I've never been free

Comments

Por que tenho de dar dez motivos concretos para não ter, quando não me conseguem dar um único motivo válido para ter?

Bem, hoje senti a necessidade de vir aqui desabafar... Tendo em conta alguns dos acontecimentos da minha vida, por vezes dou por mim a pensar nesta temática de ser mãe. Nunca quis ser mãe. Desde sempre. Nunca tive esse desejo, essa vontade e, apesar de ter uma justificativa perfeitamente válida, questionava-me se era possível haver algo mais - não sei, algum fio aqui no cérebro ligado a outra fonte sei lá - que me levou desde sempre a ter esta ideia. Até porque, nunca fui de ideias certas. Talvez devido à minha ansiedade e à necessidade incontrolável de querer sempre estar a par de tudo e controlar tudo...custa-me muito tomar qualquer decisão que seja, mesmo ponderando todos os cenários possíveis e imaginários. Quanto à justificativa mas óbvia que tenho é certo que é o facto de não gostar de crianças. Oh pah, é uma coisa...não sei explicar. Irritam-me. São chatas, inconveniente, não param quietas, são naturalmente más... Sempre que me deparo num espaço fechado com uma criança aos berro...

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Tuesday

Hi guys! How's it going??? Sooo, guess what I bought... Eheh, that's right! The Host (Nómada in Portuguese) !!! I bought it today, right after having cut my hair... I'm so excited!!! To the next week I'll dedicate my time reading (yeah, that's because this week will be kind of "busy" xP). And Fnac offered me those two pins that you're seeing in the picture =D . And talking about hair, yes I cut it today... So, what you think? When I came home I put some hooks on it and I looked at the mirror and was just like: "OW MY GOSH! I look like Hayley Williams!!!" loool Seriously! Well, but I like it...but I will like even more when it grow up *-* Anyway, it's cool for now x3

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