~ Life was made for something, don't you think?

Well, I wrote this last night in my draft book... It's very personal so...well, you'll see... . "What's happening with me? . I knew that I was complicated, but that much??? It's unbelievable! It's unreal! It's unnatural! I'm stupid! I'm so so stupid! No, better, I'm a bitch! I just can be! . Why we have to fall in love for the wrong person? Why we love those who don't love us? And why those persons love us when we don't feel the same? Life is so stupid...Love it's stupid!!! Love is the most stupid irrational destructive feeling! Why we have to love someone? . Gosh! What I'm talking about anyway? Fall in love? I than even know what the hell that means... I don't know what I feel... If I'm a bitch? Yes I am. 'Cause the things that has crossed my mind these days...unbelievable! . Sudently love seemed such a silly feeling... . SEE??? I change of feelings as a person change a t-shirt...I'm not normal... . You know, I t...

Hi readers! How's it going??? . Gosh, people are so complicated! I think the rain is doing something to people's heads... It's everybody crazy?!?! I don't wanna talk about this...it's too unreal and stupid... Stupid town...stupid people... . Anyway... yesterday was so boring, my gosh! x.x My lucky was at night...I could go out with my friends. Was nice... . So, now I'm gonna dress me up and do something for my dinner and then, be with my friends...my best friend need us so much at this moment... . Well,see you soon *

It's normal a person stress out with not apparent reason? . I must be so stupid! . I don't know what's wrong with me...I stress out with everybody, then they get mad with my, course! I beg apologizes but either way I don't know why I do that, I mean, I have no idea why I stress so much with everything... Like, I hate monotony. The same things, the same conversations...everything! (you can see that by my hair, for example -.-) Am I being selfish? Of course I am! But I don't do that 'cause I want it...I don't know why I am like this... I don't know why I keep away the persons who I like... I need to have my own space, some times...well, many times. I need it to think about everything in my life and organize my head. I just need to find my own balance again. Well, that doesn't happens in mostly of the times and after 5 minutes I'm stressing again with the most important persons in my life. 'Course they are right being upset with me... I'm no...