~ Life was made for something, don't you think?

“I didn’t need your help! Seems like you did. He was just drunk! I’m drunk! Am I through myself at you? No, you’re worse!  You wanna talk to me, get to know me, see into my soul and screw and screw and screw until you’re done with me… Is that what you think? That’s what I know.” in The Vampire Diaries [S01E01]

Thought that I was strong I know the words I need to say Frozen in my place I let the moment slip away I've been screaming On the inside And I know you feel the pain Can you hear me? (...) Say it's over Yes, it's over But I need you anyway Say you love me, but it's not enough Never meant to lie But I'm not the girl you think you know The more that I am with you The more that I am all alone (...) Not that I'm so different Not that I don't see The dying light of what we used to be How can I forgive you? You changed! And I'm a liar by your side I'm about to lose my mind (...)

Today I saw my mood changing suddenly... Well, were three men here in my house to change the shutters of the windows. Then I was thinking and listen my mom talking and I got extremely angry and indignant... So, my mom is always talking that she doesn't like to live here and she wants to move on to the city but she's always spending money and more money changing this or that here...it's crazy! With all the money that she already spent here she could buy an apartment in the city...BUT NO! It's much more interesting bury money in this stupid house... Then I saw the amount that she wrote in the ceck to pay...that money could pay two drive licences! Damn it! Of course I'm mad! She's always saying that she don't have money to pay me the drive licence but to buy new shutters to the all windows of the house she already have money! I'm really pissed right now... Then I had a little fight with my dad...GREAT! -.- He said that tomorrow he'll go with me to the...

Nothing could be more complicated than people... So many differences, as well so many things in common. So many lifestyles, so many ways to face life and they setbacks... Sometimes we just don't know what to think...what to we live for... The most complicated is the relationships between people. Too many to ask, too many to know...too many thoughts and to many questions... It's hard 'cause most of the persons are not honest. Is that so complicated? But sometimes it's our problem...we think too much in such unnecessary things and then we realize it is all in our heads. Like we were producers of a huge film from Hollywood... I've been in those days...to me there's a person in our friends group who's been strange to me. Can be things from my head or even he's not realizing that he's acting in a differently way with me...I don't know. I've already asked him why he's been strange in these last days but he said that he's the same, that he d...