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The Gazette - Filth In The Beauty


The reverse side of beauty
It dyed by beloved filth.
Sexual disgrace.
The reverse side of beauty
It dyed by beloved filth.

Genwaku no umi Shizunda hotaru
Hitei wa yokkyuujou no uso
Mujun de somaru taion
Risei wo kaburu aibu ni
Odori tokekomu shun wa fuini
Kegarawashiku...
My mind which falls

Your seed and my seed never mixes.
The connection of this blood is eternal.
You cannot finish suppressing the desire.
To true daughter... [Sexual disgrace]

Toiki fusagu myaku utsu ue wa
Wakari aenu guren wo motomu

Closet mind is distorted instability.
Please release me before breaking.
How long, how long, how long
In humiliation
The countless fatal scar was born.

[Sexual disgrace]

Prohibited bud...
Reckless driving memory...
The kin' collapses...
Near relatives on death...
The smell of a cigarette smell breath and shit
Moment that bitter white jam is mixed
Inside of a brain caused an error
And goes mad by the sweet bug

Your seed and my seed never mixes.
The connection of this blood is eternal.
You cannot finish suppressing the desire.
To true daughter... [Sexual disgrace]

Kubi wo hawasu shitasaki to te
Nozomu hyoujou guren ni somare

Closet mind is distorted instability.
Please release me before breaking.
How long, how long, how long
In humiliation
The countless fatal scar was born.

Closet mind is distorted instability.
Please release me before breaking.
So long, so long, so long
In humiliation
The final art is your dead face

Dad which fell to the trap

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