~ Life was made for something, don't you think?

Hi readers! How's everything goin'? I really don't understand why I still come to the village on weekends since every time I come I cry and fight with someone... This time was with my father, again... And then I get cranky and I unload all my fury on my little brother who doesn't have anything to do with it... shame on me! =( But I can't handle myself...these things make me really upset xS It's better not even talk about it... Let's just forget it for now. So oooo , look what I found: . The only photo of "Recepção ao Caloiro '10" where I look minimally decent! loool It's truth! You really don't want to see my face in the other ones xD Well, in the picture, taken in the 1st night, from right to left: Cláudia, me, Olga, Tiago and Joana. . Ok, about this last week... Was nice xP I studied with a friend for our first test but we still have to study to more two... But it's going well and I'm getting the subjects =D We also went t...

And it's over. Three days of pure fun and alot of emotions too... So, about studies, as you can imagine, this week is as if it never existed... what a shame! x3 On Monday, at afternoon we were with the freshmen to deliver the t-shirts of the kit that we made to them. On Tuesday I woke up early to go to Guimarães to prepare all the things to the next three nights. Me and some of the people of our year were all day carry drinks to the cabin, decorating it, checking all the stuff to be everything perfect to a few hours away. After that, we went to Olga 's home to dinner and change clothes, then we returned to the local where everything would happen. And was nice =) I worked in that night and it was really nice, a new experience that goes actually really well =) On Wednesday was the thay of "Latada" , an academic procession with alot of noise, alot of music, alot of good feelings. Was nice and the Math freshmen were really nice,congratulations. It took all day. We a...

Why I just cannot forget you? .

This is not good. This is really not good, at all! I can't stand this. I don't know what to do... My life is such a mess! Right now I'm wondering if it was ever normal... There's a lot of things going through right now, and most of them are too painful/personal/kinda embarassing... wtv . I just don't want to talk about that... I've cried too much already for just a weekend... ~ The question is: How can I fight for something that I know is impossible? How can I keep fighting when I'm always going down? How can I keep myself up? How can I find the strength to all this? I just can't... I really can't... I'm not that strong, I'm not that fighter, I'm not that believer... Wish I could just dissapear... ~ The few good thing of this week: The surprise of the freshmen, the Wednesday night...I didn't saw "the new one" but I talked with "the old one" (and right now I'm confused again -.- ) and I finally found THE jac...