It's incredibly frustrating when you meet a guy that actually is kinda great guy and then you think "f*ck it, I will never have a chance with him" and then, when you start to forget that fantasy, he appears. And even if he has done or said the most simply thing (and with no those intentions at all), those feelings come around again, so strong and powerful that you almost forget that it is impossible to happen, and when you came back to reality, you cry. Love sucks.
We just can truly trust in ourselves...
It's soon right? Well, I can't sleep... I use to sleep till 1:00pm so yeah, it's soon. . You know when a person realize that everyone it's hiding something from you? Or, when you always are the last person to know about this or that thing...? Or also when you think you know a person and then you realize that you're not so sure of that? Well, it's kind of like that... . Last week something happened and, I'm glad for that... 'cause if that hadn't happened probably I would continue to be the jerk here. It's like...I say something to the X person , then the X person tells everything to the Y person and then they talk and talk and I'm out of the line thinking that I can trust in the X person ... Well, it wasn't a BIG thing, at all...but for me it matters...and was not the first time in so shorter time... . The thing is that if they had trust in me, probably many thing would have been avoided... Now everything makes sence... But that's no...
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