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Paramore ~ Hello Cold World


I feel happy, I feel sad, I feel like running through the walls
I'm overjoyed, I'm undecided, I don't know who I am
Well maybe I'm not perfect, at least I'm working on it

22 is like the worst idea that I have ever had
It's too much pain, it's too much freedom, what should I do with this?
It's not the way you plan it, it's how you make it happen
(...)

It's such a cold, cold world (hello, cold world)
And I can't get out
so I'll just make the best of everything I'll never have
Such a cold, cold world (hello, cold world)
And it's got me down
But I'll get right back up as long as it spins around
(...)

Girls and boys keep lining up to see if they can measure up
They look good and they feel wild, but it won't never be enough
You say you're really hurting, at least you're feeling something

We can hope and we can pray that everything would work out fine
You can't just stay out on your knees, the revolution is outside
You wanna make a difference, get out and go, begin it

Whoah, get out and go, begin it

(...)

Don't need my eyes open
Oh I, I just want to feel something

(...)

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