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WOW!


It's been almost 4 months since the last time I was here... And a lot happened...

I've been unemployed and employed and unemployed again...well, kind of, they was to make me a new contract but I had to wait a few days because the new law and so, I'm kind on vacations...
I'm also getting my diving licence (FINALLY!) and let me tell you, driving it's a lot more hard than I was thinking xD too much stuff going on...jesus! ahah
But I think I'm doing fine and fingers crossed for the exam!!!


More thing, Christmas time was meh, well, like always... I really don't like that time of the year as you my followers may know (people are a bunch of hypocrites, rude and disrespectful and then "OMG it's Christmas, peace and love to all, but jst keep being awful people). Well...New Years Eve was nice. The event that we attend to was kind of a trap, but turned out to be a really good night in the company of the buy I have a crush on... Well, is NOT a crush, I think he's cute xD

I'm reading again the "After" serie from Anna Todd and I'm loving every bit of it as I loved the fist time I read it. I'm on the 2nd book right now (:

My cat is fine, adorable and cutter than ever! I just wanna grab him, and hug his and kiss him every-single-moment! He is lying by me side while I'm writing to you (: Love him <3

And I dont know snything more to say eheh


I PROMISS I will come back soon!

xoxo

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